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so i log into "LJ" as it's called now and i get smacked in the face with it's NEWness. damn. i guess you can say that i'm getting a TAD bored of facebook and myspace so i need a TAD of change, just a TAD.
columbia is making me more excited than i should be recently. i'm taking more audio courses and i'm totally freaking. well, it's because it's totally rad.. and i'm majoring in it. i reminisce to the times of ATHS and its musical productions. i think if i go back there, i could really help them out with thier sound reinforcement. there was that comment where the audience could never hear the actors and they were miced! buuuuut, i think that can be fixed. on the sad side, i can't find a good job of any kind in chicago. i just had an interview with some company from spain but i went in with a damn leaf in my hair. it makes sense why that other girl was smiling a lot.... oh well... i can't find a job for my major either. it's not very depressing but i really want to futher my knowledge in audio!!!... le sigh..
one door closes, another opens...
chicago, here's a question for you dear... why do you skip autumn? it's frickin WINTER outside!!!
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[13 Jun 2005|01:13am] |
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Livin' life with music.. is the only way to go..
Anybody know some good philosophical books? I got a reading assignment...  (do I look scared? b/c that's NOT the look I was going for... ::shrug::)
I really hate reading books.... I don't have the patience to finish them..
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[01 May 2005|06:30pm] |
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*Entry from Xanga... might as well update this thing*
Drama, drama, drama
Stress, stress, stress..
Because I analyze things too much, I can't enjoy life... I agree with that... For once, maybe, I found the problem to the start of my problems... Live life as it is... why dig that dark hole any deeper? Example... I was driving home today from the Addison Library and I was thinking about this movie that I rented, The Passion of the Christ. One of my suitemates and I have to watch this movie for extra credit... and it 'seemed' that she didn't care about it that much or worried on how to obtain this movie. It 'seemed' that she thought that I was going to get the movie. Thinking that made me mad, furious even. I had to rethink and ask why am I so angry that she is going to watch the movie? ...just because I was the one worrying about finding the movie?... Why be so angry? Saying something to her would make our relationship be shakey, plus the fact that she ditched me on the Wicca visit [to make out with her boyfriend] doesn't mean I have to be upset with her on this movie thing... right? Just.. let it be...
When I find myself in times of trouble
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be.
And in my hour of darkness
She is standing right in front of me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be.
And when the broken hearted people
Living in the world agree,
There will be an answer
Let it be.
For though they may be parted there is
Still a chance that they will see
There will be an answer
Let it be, let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer
Let it be.
And when the night is cloudy,
There is still a light that shines on me,
Shine on until tomorrow
Let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music
Mother Mary comes to me
Speaking words of wisdom
Let it be, let it be, let it be.
There will be an answer
Let it be, let it be, let it be
Whisper words of wisdom
Let it be.
There is, of course, a line where people pushing you over and you pushing people over. There's also a line where too much analyzing is too much... of course, this is my opinion. I want to live life... not think on every single move everyone makes and analyze my moves and myself as a hole. "Think before you act" does have its limitations.. I believe..
*Note to self: the element of change... change leads to new.. and so on..
edit or next entry?
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[13 Apr 2005|03:12pm] |
Wow... I have been going INSANE with facebook since I've gotten it and have shunned livejournal!!!.. anyways...
"Welcome to the real world", she said to me
Condescendingly
Take a seat
Take your life
Plot it out in black and white
Well I never lived the dreams of the prom kings
And the drama queens
I'd like to think the best of me
Is still hiding
Up my sleeve
So the good boys and girls take the so called right track
Faded white hats
Grabbing credits and
Maybe transfers
They read all the books but they can't find the answers
And all of our parents
They're getting older
I wonder if they've wished for anything better
While in their memories
Tiny tragedies
They love to tell you
Stay inside the lines
But something's better
On the other side
I wanna run through the halls of my high school
I wanna scream at the
Top of my lungs
I just found out there's no such thing as the real world
Just a lie you've got to rise above
I just can't wait for my 10 year reunion
I'm gonna bust down the double doors
And when I stand on these tables before you
You will know what all this time was for
I'm going through a phase of John Mayer. I can just SIT here and listen to his songs all the way through... it's ''SOOO GOOOD"... I'm tired and I have math in the morning...
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[11 Apr 2005|02:41pm] |
hope ironic... not...
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[14 Mar 2005|11:14pm] |
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Hmm.. I want to shower... again...
I feel obscenely dirty...
...anybody care to join?
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[05 Mar 2005|11:42am] |
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[03 Mar 2005|12:03am] |
If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, so long as it happened. Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.
"go for it..."
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[15 Feb 2005|11:07am] |
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I think it's time for an update...
I've started again with classes... and let me tell ya!... Monday was very "turret syndrome" like. Maybe because of the break I feel that way. Everything was happening suddenly or it surprised the crap outta me. For lunch, I didn't look around for anything. I just walked in line to get a gooood cheeseburger. That was one of the many sudden things I did... (yeah... weird...). THEN I was walking back from class (might I add that my teacher was telling a very, VERY vivid story, which did NOT tickle my fancy). I was walking inside my building when I feel this tug on my purse. I turn around thinking it was someone I knew from Chicago like Michelle or Amy, but to my ASTONISHMENT it was Brian! Totally unexpected... such a great surprise though.... Thanks Brian!
I'm actually looking forward to this semester. I feel that it's gonna be better than the last.
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[02 Feb 2005|03:00pm] |
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I'm feeling very 'girly girly' this week.. Shopping is a must, but the lack of money in my purse is holding me back... *looks at credit card in mom's name*... HELLO CREDIT!
Books for next semester are gonna cost a butt load... about $150, which is coming outta my own pocket... (bummed again)
Hands and feet are frickin' cold... 'bur'
"No man ever steps in the same river twice, for it's not the same river and he's not the same man." ~ Heraclitas (I like this quote but what about women?.. this only applies to men? my inner feminist speaks...)
I'm outtie!
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[21 Jan 2005|01:25pm] |
 | You scored as Musical/Rhythmic. You are sensitive to sounds in your environment, enjoy music and prefer listening to music when you study or read. You learn best through melody and music. People like you include singers, conductors, composers, and others who appreciate the various elements of music.
Musical/Rhythmic | | 100% | Bodily/Kinesthetic | | 86% | Visual/Spatial | | 75% | Verbal/Linguistic | | 57% | Interpersonal | | 57% | Intrapersonal | | 46% | Logical/Mathematical | | 43% | </td>
The Rogers Indicator of Multiple Intelligences
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[08 Jan 2005|10:16pm] |
 | You scored as Druid Fairy. Your heart belongs to nature. Your green satin hides you in the brush. You influence plants to grow, and you have a special connection to animals.
Druid Fairy | | 75% | Twilight Mistress Fairy | | 60% | Goddess of the Golden Dawn | | 56% | Rose Thorn Fairy | | 48% | Ethereal Priestess Fairy | | 46% | Autumn Fairy | | 46% | Snow Fairy | | 44% | Raven Fairy | | 42% | Pixie | | 35% | </td>
Which Firefly-Path Fairy are you?
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[07 Jan 2005|12:14am] |
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1) using band names, spell out your name: K-K'Choice // A-Alien Ant Farm // T-Three Days Grace // H-Hoobastank // Y-Ying Yang Twins
2) have you ever had a song written about you? I wish...
appearance
x. HEIGHT: 5'3ish '4
x. HAIR COLOR: dark brownish..
x. SKIN COLOR: olive
x. EYE COLOR: shit brown.. why couldn't I have gotten green??
x. PIERCINGS: two on the ears
x. TATTOOS: in the future...
right now
x. WHAT YOU WEARING? khaki pants, purple polo, old sweatshirt
x. WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? Wild Horses - by the Sundays
x. WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH? nacho..
x. WHAT'S THE WEATHER LIKE? f'ing cold
x. HOW ARE YOU? I'm 'great' thanks...
x. GET MOTION SICKNESS? only in a car... with car fumes...
x. HAVE A BAD HABIT? being analytical
x. GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS? yup
x. LIKE TO DRIVE? i love to drive...
love
*. BOYFRIEND? oh yeah
*. SEXUALITY? straight
*. CHILDREN? wha's thah?
*. BEEN HURT? of course.. it happens though
*. YOUR GREATEST REGRET(S) : i don't have regret...
random
*. DO YOU HAVE A JOB? yeah.. sportmart ::vomits::
*. YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW? Buffy the Vampire Slayer soundtrack
*. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE? i'd be a crayon that is a combination of all the colors... lil blotches of colors...
*. WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY? Brian... music... the internet... being loved... everyone is else being happy...
*. WHAT'S THE NEXT CD YOU'RE GONNA GET? idk
seven things in your room:
1. my computer
2. my cd's
3. teddy
4. a turtle bobble head
5. kneenex
6. green tea
7. ny-quil
seven things that attract you to the opposite/same sex:
1. sense of humor
2. eyes
3. tallness [[everyone is basically taller than me...]]
4. built-ness
5. looks towards the future
6. thinks that all music... IS music. [[even country]]
7. acts mature... no more 'high school' shit...
top seven things you say most:
1. "geeze"
2. "I have this theory..."
I don't know anything else...
do you:
smoke? no... but I had a dream that I did... and I also get a lot of second hand...
read the newspaper? if its there...
pray? I think I lost my faith... =-(
drugs? advil... that's as close as I'm getting to drugs...
have you ever:
been in love? ::raises hand:: guilty!
gone skinny dipping? nope
had a medical emergency? oh yeah...
had surgery? yup
swam in the dark? swam at night.. but.. damn bugs...
got drunk? ... um... no...?
ran away from home? nope
played strip poker? nope.. just a silly excuse to get naked.. if you want to be in the nude... just do it
beaten someone up? myself... metaphorically speaking...
gotten beaten up? ^^
slept outdoors? girl scouts...
made out with a stranger? nope
been on radio/tv? ch 5 news...'hussle up the hancock'.. and the addison ch.
been in a mosh-pit? in a way... I didn't get hurt tho just stepped on... a lot
been to a party? um... a-duh
gotten lost in the woods? I... don't think so...
smoked a cigar? nope
do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yup...
about you:
wallet? nope... massive purse
coffee? most defiantly
cologne/perfume? Miracle from Lancome (fav...)
in the last 24 hours have you:
cried? like... a few minutes ago...
bought something? Subway... it was my dinner...
gotten sick? I am sick...
sang? but of course.. I sang, "Faith", "Never Gonna Give You Up", and "Never Can Say Good Bye"
been kissed? almost 24hrs.. maybe like.. 36 or something...
wanted to tell someone you love them, but didn't? yeah... but.. it's all good
talked to an ex? uhh.. not.. really...
had a serious talk? yeah.. like a few mins ago.. hence the crying..
missed someone? totally
hugged someone? yup
argued with a parent(s)? I try not to.. I barely see them.. I want to make all the time we have together well spent...
social life:
would you rather be with friends or on a date? Brian is one of my friends and he is my boy friend... lucky him huh?..no.. lucky me...
attend church? ugh... taking the 5th...
like being around people? I have my moments
last:
thing you ate? Subway.. now.. Pringles
thing you drank? Irish Creme Cocoa mix ((thx Katie!))
place you went? shopping....
person you kissed? Brian...
person you talked to? literally..Michelle.. but.. Brian...
person you imed? Amy... and Brian... XD
song you heard? something by the Cranberries...
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[05 Jan 2005|05:25pm] |
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Sorry for the lack of updating, but this week is just full of shit. My thoughts haven't been all that much in order. This year did NOT start out good. I don't want to make this entry a sad one so... I'll just... yeah...
Monday... not a great start to the week.. and let's leave it at that...
Tuesday...had almost an all nighter to finish a presentation and an identity paper due. I finished both, but... I would have liked to have gotten more than 2-3ish hours of sleep. Other stuff happened... blah blah... didn't eat anything all day.. wanted to vomit... yada yada...
Wednesday... morning sucked ass... I ran outta my dorm to walk, I think, 8ish blocks in the cold... and did I mention that it was snowing in my face?... I guess I can thank the wind for that one. I changed my pants so many times because of the ends were dripping wet.
and now I'm here... and f'ing tired... a nap sounds good... or I'll just sleep till tomorrow... night...
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[31 Dec 2004|12:35pm] |
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hmm.. it's been awhile.. lets see if I can remember how to do this f'in' thing...
I'll just.. yeah..
Here's my New Year's resolutions:
- I want to have arms like Uma Thurman
- I'm gonna see if I can start taking classes for some sort of Martial Arts. Tae Kwon Do is what I wanted, but I guess something else is okay too...
-My stress level has gone up this year. I think I may want to start meditating again. When I meditated earlier this year, I didn't know I was in that state for one to two hours. Because I had no thoughts what so ever in my mind, I think I may have fallen asleep. The phone rang and... holy shit... It scared the crap outta me. Hearing nothing then all of a sudden a loud frickin' ring doesn't feel all that great... but before it was kick ass.
-If I don't do Tae Kwon Do, I want to at least work out at a place with a circuit. AT's work out place downstairs was the best thus far and I haven't really seen all that much.
-I have bad skin... I mean 'unhealthy' skin. I don't think I take care of my face as I should. Yeah, it may look fine, but I don't feel like I'm trying as hard as I could. I want it to glow...
-College hasn't been all that great because I haven't put a lot of effort into it. I don't understand why I don't care about it. I'm learning what I want to become in the future.. why can't I crack down, study, and work hard? I have to do that for me...
-I want to increase my music selection. All that know me well also know the size of my collection of CDs... and how anal I am about treating them.
**I think that's it...I'll add more if needed.. tata!!**
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[08 Nov 2004|05:30pm] |
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Mkay...well...I'm here...
...this is me...updating...
so...yeah...I'm in college...wOOt! My roommates rock...I'm in Chicago so come on over and visit!...call first tho...hehe
I hope everyone is doing great...and I'll try and update this mo fo but it's soo sloooow...
...ah well...I gotta do that college thing and...<b>PARTY</b>...with my books....:-[
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| I'm BACK! |
[01 Nov 2004|10:09pm] |
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HELLO! I'm sort of back!..lol...
I hope everyone is doing great!
I have nothing to update...but...I'm in college!! wOOt!!
TTYL
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[27 Jun 2004|11:12pm] |
Hey everyone. Wow. Okay. I don't know where to start. RANDOM THOUGHT: Kathy has been cooking lately. She made awesome pastries. Ask her if you want one. ((third person much?...wow...))
I've gone to the mall so much recently that I have lost my sense of style...or...I look at clothing and I like it, but I won't buy it. It's sort of crazy if you think about it.
Growing up (aka being 18, going on to college, being responsible, yadda yadda) isn't so great. It's like having family over; there's your grandma, which you adore because she gives you money and there are stoopid little cousins running around making you want to hang them buy their little feet. Family comes with its good sides and its bad sides like being an adult. Deep stuff...are you ready for this? Okay... I see growing up, being an adult has its advantages and disadvantages (maybe you already know this part...); you can drive and drink (21) just not at the same time, buy cigarettes (sp?) and porn, go to good clubs and so on, but then you get more responsibility like living on your own, paying bills, cleaning toliets (wha?), buying food, building a family (having relationships), and that list could continue on but no. So... I think [pause] that life gets harder because we grow. [pause] We overcome the issues we have [pause] and we tend to find harder problems to face. I know that [pause] it's difficult to get over that wall [pause] but it's life. For some odd reason, that all makes sense to me. I have no clue if I explained it correctly. If you ever want to ask me what the crap I'm trying to say because you really want to know, you can ask me. I'll be more than happy to explain myself better.
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